singapore idol is funny! and i agree with loo tt the part when the deaf woman and the guy with the speech defect went to take part was really touching... i din noe tt such brave pple exisited here. i mean even such a little thing is an act of courage lor..like in front of everyone in the nation showing ur disability just to like prove urself really shows thier strength and courage. PEIFU! anyway http://www.freewebs.com/saikomelon/index.htm <-- banana man's webbie! haha... hes so funny.

hiahz. i dunno lah feel so out of it nowadays haha... like im trying to study and stuff... and life is passing me by haha... i dunno like i really really miss trg. like just a few mnths ago, i saw my teammates like super often and we talked so much and like became so close and stuff and now we see each other every now and then in sch and its just a hi or bye thing and i miss the rides to bedok and the howling at howeli (pun intended)and just the lameness and funniness of them all... of marcel the king and his super lame and insulting comments and of alfred dreaming and getting laughed at and bullied at and the yr 1s comaradarie and stuff... its like we were a family and now i feel so far frm them. and of cos i miss swimming as well! its a sport i have always liked and tho i may have hated trg sometimes i nv hated the sport itself cos it really gave me so much satisfaction and it made me feel good abt myself... now i just waste away at starbucks studyng everyday :( ok i dunno y haha feeling abit sad now. maybe its cos of some stuff tt someone said... tho i dunno haha... like qt lame. oh wells.

not my fault i dunno things rite. haihz. i miss my mg frens... as in bin they all... good thing jac hasnt gone and abandoned me for mugging too haha... but oh wells. they having prelims nxt week. wow. im glad im not there lor... i will die haha... judging by the amt of studying i have done so far haihz i dunno lah. i want to say some stuff. but i think i will regret it if i do haha. oh wells. maybe conferencing will cheer me up haha...

anyway i was just thinking abt some stuff... i think tt its really hard for pple hu are of diff kinds of churches to be tgt like bgr kind. it really is difficult for christians t get attached... like have to put God's descisions above your own... and have to consider how it would affect your walk with Him and whether it will stumble anyone and stuff like that. but somehow i think that alot do not think abt those stuffs until too late... i will never commit tt mistake again i think haha... hiahz. i think i got too much time on my hands to think abt aimless stuff